kiwisson replied to your post “kiwisson replied to your photo “i like my whale.” WHALE ATTACK (whales…”
drowned in whale cuddles (spoiler alert whales happen)
wait why are there whales
nothinggrowsyounger replied to your post “i’m having a pretty bad day for talking to myself/generally being…”
What do you think of your psych like how are they?
she’s good! she is v astute and makes me uncomfortable sometimes but in progress-type ways, pushing me out of my comfort zone and things. and she’s appropriately sympathetic, and apologizes for misgendering me even if she is, y’know, typically cis in her general discomfort about things (which she hides as well as a professional should).
she’s taken the initiative on, like, fighting the administration on getting them to refer to me by my preferred name, completely without me asking for any of this, and is generally really practical? she and i sometimes aren’t on the same wavelength but that’s to be expected of basically anyone really
and she’s human, she talks about her kids a bit and her horse riding and shit but keeps it rly professional idk how she walks that line cleanly but she does.
she’s also good at letting me take my time to word things, letting me set goals for therapy, literally anything i say i don’t want to work on she’ll leave be (except the obvious her-first-job-is-keeping-me-safe shit which she’s legally obligated to do)
WHALE ATTACK (whales attack with smooches) (DID YOU EVER GET AROUND TO READING YOUNG WIZARDS)
*attacks you with whale*
(AND NO I STILL HAVE NOT ALAS)
i’m having a pretty bad day for talking to myself/generally being annoyingly/visibly neurodivergent today
my psych and i have a standing appointment wednesday mornings and i go straight from that into my criminal law lecture and we talked about pretty tough/gross stuff at psych today incl. the tendency i have to get assaulted or at least bear physical evidence of it but not remember anything
and what pisses me off is that i have the worst fucking reactions? she noted i was smiling all the way through talking about stuff and like i couldn’t. stop smiling. and i felt like the joker or something bc what the actual fuck.
but that’s pretty common w me? that’s something that happens a lot (i do the hysterical uncontrollable laughter when panicked/intimidated thing sometimes) and it sucks and
god i hate this i’m so sorry i do but i do and i’m sitting with people who i get along with and trying not to let too alarming stuff come out my mouth and
i mess up i’m such a fuckup
fans killing other fans over headcanons
all of the fanart whitewashes the main characters
the fansubs are terrible
and the conventions are overpriced
I hope it’s good stuff and not shitty people saying shitty things.
it’s mostly good but really awkward bc i suck at interacting w people enough when not caught off guard by people who are basically saying “hey i witnessed that time you talked about being an angry survivor in public and have probably implicitly misgendered you by now like everyone else did”
the entire trouble with speaking out as a survivor etc etc is that everyone assumes we’re all women. like not just me. everyone who cares must be a woman. it’s tiring